Dull my senses

Original post: Fuck
fuck
angry
Fucking.
Let me out of here.
Fuck this
ffkdsa.
These are the times, right here, that
oh fucking balls
I can't even write what I'm thinking here.
Fuck.
Who the fuck am I? Why am I here?
I want to be alone.

Explanation:
I fully apologize to everyone who has had to live in close quarters to me at any point in my life. Apparently, I am an abhorrent person.
If I wasn't working at 12, I'd dive head first into the whiskey in the cupboard until I could not longer see straight. For now, I'm going to have to blast music at such a volume as to turn it into an unintelligible high-pitched whine in my ears.
I really, really fucking hate myself.
But, also,
FUCK you.
I am not him.