Depressadooo

I think that
when I think
he and I are having problems
it is really just an outward manifestation of how disappointed I am in myself.

I'm going to get my tax refund soon. What am I going to do with it, you ask?
Get this:
I will be debt free :] All $1200 of it will be gone. With some left to spare. I'm planning on buying a cake and having a par-tay.
Which brings me to my next goal:
use some of it to pay for a few months membership at a gym. Safeway gets me a kickin' rad discount on an LA Fitness membership. That will totally go down.

Here's the other thing:
I'm going to get my license by the end of April.
I guess that's not necessarily a 'definite', but it's achievable nonetheless. I actually kind of have to now, what with him going to the UW this summer. That shall be fun.

Also,
he talked me into taking an animation drawing class for Spring quarter. I really want to do it and he told me that I could. That's the first time anyone has ever told me that I could do well in animation and that it was realistic to make a living doing it. Happiness.

Overall, I shouldn't be disappointed in myself. I'm doing well in school, I'm going to be debt-free, I'm going to have a little extra spending money to join a gym and maybe get a new laptop.
I think I've been forgetting my Celexa the last few days. Eeeeewwehg.
I'm hungry :[