There's one thing you should know:

I know that you're not supposed to feel the Celexa (anti-depressants) until two weeks in, so this happiness is probably just a sugar-pill effect.
However,
I am happy :] I really am.
I'm making more money.
I love him.
I am doing well in school.


Also, my butt hurts because I've sat in this computer chair for about 3 hours. Not even close to being done with this History term paper. Oh well. Also, that last blog was the product of sitting in the same computer chair for 6 hours working on the same paper. I went a little crazy lol.
For Valentine's Day, we are planning on seeing the Lucy exhibit and then eating dinner. What a nerdy date, eh?

Oh, and about that "Dream" blog: I decided that with my last batch of student loan money I'm going to buy a Nikon D40. What a sexy camera :B Let's see if I can revive my photography skillz.

I wish more went on in my life though. I always feel like these never really amount to anything.

Oh well.

Happy early V-Day:
I've got emotion
dripping out my pores
and I thought I would let you know
You are the night light ripping through my wicked world
How you make it sparkle and glow
Before I lose control
There's just one thing you should know:

This is for real
This time I mean it
I'm coming clean
Please don't let go
I said from the start
That you could take it or leave it
I'd prefer that you keep it
Don't let go
Don't let go
Please don't let go

I had some nightmares
crawling at my skin and bones
I nearly did explode
You smoked the demons
gave me back my feelings
Now I am good to go
Before
my face hits the floor
There's just one thing you should know:

This is for real
This time I mean it
I'm coming clean
please don't let go
I said from the start that you could take it or leave it
I'd prefer that you'd keep it
Don't let go
Don't let go
This is the best thing that I've ever had for real
This is the best thing that I've ever had for real

For a physical challenge, I'm notoriously bored
Intravenous delivery, electrolytes in my (my)
Everytime it's the same routine
Out with the bad, in with the clean
Before I lose all motor skills there's one thing you should know:

This is for real
This time I mean it
I'm coming clean, please don't let go
I said from the start you could take it or leave it
Please don't let go
This is the best thing that I've ever had for real
This is the best thing that I've ever had for real
This is the best thing that I've ever had for real
This is the best thing that I've ever had for real
This is the best thing that I've ever had for real.